i HATE da feelin ob bein abandoned;; learnin tuh b STRONG alone

miie

dearies

wishes

words

dairy

achives

im still lurbvin euu;;
can euu feel muhh lurbve? do i mean so lil tuh euu?

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Thursday, April 21, 2005

whyy??

hmmx.. tuudae muiie andd siiew wentt tuu alot alot ob places tuu fiind da straws tuu make starx norhh.. iit was sho tiriin.. walk here andd dere, everiiwhere, everiishop.. when ii was at da mrt station at north-poiint, ii suddenly felt sum vibrationn.. denn ii took outt muhh fone.. realli surprise, ii receivedd a miissed call frm hiim.. of cos, ii felt funniie andd shockedd.. sho ii calledd backk.. sumone who tookk hiis fone answeredd muhh call.. hiis voiice was sho alike tuu hiim.. ii thoughtt iit was hiim.. denn tt person askedd muiie where iim andd who iim wiif, ii tell hiim of cos.. denn suddenly tt person askedd muiie ferr a patch.. ii cant believe muhh ears andd sho ii askedd tt person again, he den say ii wanna patch andd ii hearr alot of ppl luff-iin at da backk and tt person hung da call.. iit was denn tt ii noe tt ii was trickedd.. sobx sobx.. yeshh, ii droppedd muhh tearrx ferr hiim agaiin.. haiix.. whyy iishntt iit HIIM who saiid tt?? whyy?? haiix.. sho diisappoiintedd.. will he everr askedd muiie tt?? or he'll nv, nv everr askk muiie tt?? howw ii wiishedd tt TT person was hiim.. iish derre still anii more chances ob us beiin togetherr agaiin aniimore?? will we everr gett backk togetherr?? haiix.. da skyy seemedd sho dull withhoutt euu, ii'll b waitiin fer tt dae euu help muiie tuu brighten up my skyy agaiin.. how long'll iit b?? a dae? a week? a mth? half a yr? a yr? i'll alwayyx, foreva perhaps, b standdiin alone at TT partiicularr spot tt euu had abandonedd muiie.. waiitiin ferr euur returnn..
. * abandonedd muiie, foreva standdiin on tt partiicularr spott alone, waiitiin ferr euur returnn..

iLURBVEeuu 9:17 PM

iHATEnw.iwandaPAST.iwanEUUback!

i trusted eu so much;; yet...

[`x] qingg
[`x] sweetie six`teen` 25'o5'199o
[`x] him` o3'o9'199o
[`x] ilurbveEUU` <3
[`x] all i wan ish EUU back
[`x] euu euu & EUU; eur eberitin
[`x] neber `ll euu noe,, hw much iiLURBVEeuu perhapx
[`x] gonna learn tuh b strongg

all i wished ish tuh hab euu back.

#o1. wished fer euu.
#o2. eur lurbve & eberitin back.
#o3. wished fer da PAST.
#o4. iHATEliex.
#o5. wished eberitin euu said in da past was true.
#o6. euu tuh tel muiie ONCE more;; iLURBVEeuu.
#o7. i wan da OLD euu BACK

tagg mmuh bloggiiee~!

in lyfe , dere ar veri rare chancex tt euu`ll mit sum1 euu lurbve AND lurbve euu in return sho once euu hab found it dont evah let it go

true lurbve onli cumx once in a lyftyme,
sho take it as it goex
and enjoy eberi bit of it
while it ish still burnin strong

a PERSON lyk euu ish a gift; tt paintx a smile in muhh HARTT tt `ll stay in muiie nt fer a while but fer a [ LYFTYME ]

ib tyme neber stand still i'll neber leave eur side it`x mayb too hard fer muiie at tyme tt euu`ll see ob but in muhh HART euu`ll alwayx b FOUND

lurbve can make euu happi altough often tyme it hurtx. BUT lurbve ish special ib euu gib it wad itx worth

LURBVE ish nt wonderin how long it`ll last BUT hw beautiful euu can make it GROW

LURBVE ish a gift ; nt an obligation , follow eur HART and alwayx trust da person euu LURBVE

walk wib muiie; when eur HARTX nidx company take muhh handx; when euu feel all alone turn tuh muiie ; when euu nid sum1 tuh lean on cos i'll alwayx b dere silently fer euu

if euu wake urp one day and were tuh asked tuu hab a wish, wad would it b? mine would b tt our relationship would last until euu see an apple in an orange tree

lyfe ish nt a rehersal,
we live onli once.
it ish nt by chance nor coincidence,
it`x predestined tt we mit ;
therefore i treasure euu alot